I'm 63 and taking an advanced course online. I just turned in a paper and did not like it; I can't stand to be "late", can't take the pressure so I work all the time on the papers but not in depth enough and I don't bother to even try to figure out how to understand what they want anymore and slant my thinking that way. It can be pretty depressing, not feeling like one is giving one's best. If this is what I have "chosen" to do, you'd think I'd be good at it? I'm on vacation down in Florida and "got rid of" the paper so I could have a few days before the next one rears its ugly head to be started on.