I am rel sorry you feel so bad, I cannot talk to my family
either, as the words mentally ill is embarassing and pointless
to them. I do have friends, sometimes I will speak to them,
but not the same as my T and my pdoc. Try and see if u
can in to see ur doc asap, let them know that it is Urgent
that u see him or ask him to at least call u back and talk.
Try and keep urself busy as possible w anything. Hope
u get better soon.