I am feeling very depressed. It seems like nothing is going right. I work two jobs and my fiancé works a 40+ hour a week job and we can't really afford to buy food. We can buy enough for 2-3 days. I just started my second job about 3 weeks ago and my hours keep going up but I have other bills to pay. My fiancé makes good money doing what he does but he pays most of our bills. I am trying to help him but the money hasn't started coming in yet like I know it will soon but I can't wait much longer. I can't talk to my family because I have borrowed money off of almost every family member I can. I also can't talk to my family about the depression because I am to the point that I am thinking about self harm and I worried that if I tell my family they will call my mental health provider and they will call the police. I don't want my neighbors to know me and my fiancé's problems. I need advice bad.