been having a lot of anxiety issues lately (last few weeks).

i have "home work" that my therapist gives me plus the home work from group therapy, I am struggling with it and it is raising my anxiety even more.

I feel like I want to FLEE (but I do not know where I would go). So i turn to self harm to regulate.

i really just want to cease......... i am tired. I am tired of life. but i do not (apparently) have the balls to just freaking DO IT already.

sorry - just had to rage a bit.