Yesterday I tried to get set up with a therapist but they told me they couldn't see me because I don't live in that parish. So I have to find someone else. I didn't want to go to the place closer to me because it's creepy and haunted. Besides that, I'm scared anyway. I've never tried to reach out for help like that before. My boyfriend is worried they'll try to put me in the hospital or something. I keep telling him I'm not going to let them. And I'm not even sure if I can afford a therapist. I don't think I'm elligible for Medicaid. I felt so terrible lately, I think I need a therapist but my boyfriend keeps saying I can just read self help books and it'll be the same. It's not the same to me, I'd rather talk to someone who is a professional. I don't know what to do.