Maskon, you have something that most people only hope for.....A man willing to dive in to a permanent relationship even knowing the worst of what we are.....

I find it best to look objectively at the good things in my life and sort of separate them from getting mixed up in my depression.

So take the knowledge of what an amazing man he is and don't let your depression jinx it.....

I am, of course, available to plan your whole wedding for you.....it would be entirely my likes and dislikes but I would be happy with it