Oh Gosh, that sounds really awful and uncomfortable for you.

Have you made any decision about changing to a new T? Every time I read a post about how she has treated you, I just want to give you hugs. Glad you asked for them, here is one for you (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Raging)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

please take care of yourself and get yourself a nice T.