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Originally Posted by niceguy
Nobody can tell for sure. You are right. However, it saddens me to think you will never try again because of the pain you have endured.
I am sorry, you have been hurt -nobody deserves it, but the idea is to look for the lessons so that your next attempt will hopefully have a better outcome.
Q: knowing then what you know now, would you have fallen? Wasn't all the pain worth all of the joy. It couldn't have all been bad, or you wouldn't have fallen in the first place.
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I honestly don't know the answer for your question. End was too painful and because drugs were involved I don't know if the person I loved ever was real, he told me himself that it wasn't him. It's complicated I guess. Look at me know, I barely exist on daily basis.
I do want to try again and I'm still hoping but I just believe that this kind of love comes often into your life. I don't believe that it will happen just because it would be sad if it didn't. Maybe life is just sad for some of us. But then even if it will come imagine how scared I will be that one day I will have to face a terrible end again? Maybe even worse than this one? Is it worth it? I don't know.
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