So I've been trying to make positive changes in my moods and keeping a positive attitude for everything I have been dealing with. However, I don't seem to find peace around me because something always comes up.

So this is what happened this time. My aunt was the only one who knew about my depression and suicidal problems. I didn't spoke to my mom about it to not worry her since she lives far. My mom found out through her. So my mom went on and told someone else and now it has spread around the family and there are rumors going around about how I tried to kill myself TWICE with pills (which never happened). Now everyone knows something is going on when I never spoke anything with anybody. Now I'm so mad at my mom, I feel bad I feel this way about her but I hate her for telling things to other people. I'm leaving to the Dominican Republic for a week to be with her but I don't want to go anymore. I don't want to see her. She betrayed me. She heard bad news about her own son and instead of keeping it between my aunt, her and me, she included people who I have no close connection with. Now it's all a big deal that everyone knows about.

Idk what to do. Should I go to DR? I don't want to ****ing see her and end up in some family talk. I got the plane ticket but I just want to miss that flight and pay her money back. Please advise me what to do???

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