The thing about T is that I didn't need her (she knew that even when I didn't), but I wanted her. I can process things on my own and she knows that, and I know that too most of the time, but I really wanted HER to process things with me. Is wanting that support when I don't need it contravening the point of therapy to begin with, i.e. self-sufficiency?

(I do my best thinking on PC.)