I can relate...Im 32 with no kids, havent been in a realtionship for a while...suppose to go on a date with this guy...havent set it up yet...I just think if it did work out..when would I tell him about my illness? Probably wouldnt mention for a while..and having kids..Im not sure if I want kids now due to bi polar and the fact they are so much responsibility.. I understand how you feel...I want to be married again ( im divorced) but I dont know about kids...Its all up in the air!