Well, he's never going to kiss me again because it was all a mistake (for him) to begin with. At least I know how to imagine how it would be like if I ever get kissed again. Or if I ever get kissed sober again…I don't think I could experience all of that while intoxicated (at least not as much I was then).

Oh well, I never make out with anyone more than once (or over the course of more than one night), so I have one chance to figure it out it seems. I wish I could have kissed him correctly when I had the chance.

And since I'm female and supposed to be the teacher, then shouldn't I know?