I don't have friends. Except for my husband and occasional chatting with someone on facebook. I don't know how to make friends, or keep friends. And people drain me anyway, they make me tired, and I feel the need to be alone to recharge ... no matter how much I like being around them. And I think I am a magnet for drama llamas. People that do want to be around me bring their baggage, or don't understand that I don't want to smoke, drink, or do drugs, go clubbing, or ...uh, public, things. I feel like such a weirdo, then I am more isolated.

But I do like people, or at least I like to be around good people. I thought about volunteering for a medical bus that helps the homeless, but they might think I'm too weird and not want me around either.

Sometimes it seems like it is easier to just be alone.