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Default Feb 20, 2014 at 05:13 AM
 
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You have a lot going on right now, so I can see why you are going back to self harm. In all honesty though, SI will not fix anything. It won't really help you. Did writing this stuff help you at all? Why would you get kicked out when your sister gets back? Do you have a friend that you could talk to?
I know what SI won't fix anything, and it might even make things worse, but it's what I've always resorted to, it's like my life support. I really would like to stop it, but for the time I've been SIing, it would take a lot of time and would make me unstable.

It helped a little bit, and I've always known that writing things down and writing poems helps relieve some of those strong emotions; I found that out with former T
Sorry, I meant I'd get kicked out when my mum gets back.
I used to, but I haven't spoken to her in a while, and she's got a lot of problems of her own; also, my mum's taken my phone off me and I don't have access to a computer... It shocks me that my mum treats me like this to be honest, because I'm 17.

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