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Feb 20, 2014, 05:24 AM
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Member Since: Jan 2014
Location: USA
Posts: 17
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This:
Most people: It is half empty.
Some people: It is half full.
Myself: I was supposed to have a glass?????
This is just awesome to me, can I steal it?  Sounds like the crap hand I'm dealt most of the time. Every time I turn around, SLAP! There's another. Freaking. Thing.
I am curious, not to pry or anything or upset you, but what lead you to being so concerned with your "look"? Was it for athletics or to appease women?
I have this horrid body image and I wish I could just have plastic surgery. Change my whole face so I didn't look like me, so I'd look like anyone else. Then maybe someone would like me.
We had a track coach in high school that took one look at me and told me I couldn't run because I was too fat. I wasn't fat (well now I am), I have a large frame, big bones, great look for a woman (not). He said "look at her, and him, and him" as he pointed around the class. "There are my runners. You don't look like that." Like the kids that beat my ***** every day needed more ammo against me. Prior to this incident of humiliation, I had spent a year training, by myself, to run, and I wasn't super fast but I had a ton of endurance and could outlast many of his prized kids. But he didn't care. If you were a girl and didn't play with his wang, you didn't get on the team. Anyway, just ignore me. I'm feel awkwardly talkative tonight.
I hope you can find some shred of happy.
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