Hi, I'm sorry I've only really caught up with you on your last thread, but I/we care about you. And you know people can often not really say/show what they genuinely think/feel, for all sorts of reasons, so even if some people in your life haven't said how much you really matter that absolutely doesn't mean that they might not be thinking/feeling that way.
But if they don't see that then that's their problem, that doesn't mean it's not true, you DO matter, you ARE important.
And I'd really like to see YOU caring about you as well. I know that really might not be easy but why let other people's opinions (or what you think their opinions might be?) dictate who you are?
But it would be an idea to talk to some people, one's you feel might be approachable, about how you're feeling. Sometimes depression can really narrow your perspective so maybe they can reassure you or at least offer you some support.
And if there are things wrong with you (which you can maybe see differently or address with some support) then that still isn't going to mean that people aren't going to/shouldn't care about you, that you aren't important, that you're no-one's/not going to be anyone's "favorite".
If you want to talk more though..............
Best wishes
Alison