I'm happy for you that you feel much better because of telling your T the truth

I don't think that you manipulated him neither. If you were in his position would you allow your client to manipulate you? IMO T is the last pesron who may judge and additionally if you did something to hurt yourself, probably you had a really strong reason (I don't say if good or bad - only that probably something has happened in your life that in that certain time you thought that it was the best way), so why would someone (and especially T) be angry at you for it?