So, would it mean I would unsee places I seen.

Heck, I would probably undo my years in the USA as exchange student cause I applied when manic, I would never learn English this well and would probably not have my current job. I would not be passionate to this level and would not travel to Kosova, Albania or Crimea. If I weren't urged to travel to escape, I would not meet some great great great people. Most imporantly, I would not meet one great person that changed me to better.

I would be a different person. And I am afraid I mighta be the kind of person I don't like.