Medication is kind of the last resort... When you feel so hopeless that you will try anything. They're hard to come off of, I'd think long and hard about it before taking the leap. Meds aren't a silver bullet, you would have to switch around to find one that works for you, and even then I would consider them more of a management tool than a solution all by itself. If you still feel terrible while on therapy, maybe attacking it with meds as well might help. Whatever you choose, I wish you good luck.