Thanks for the advice everyone. Just some updates on what has happened.. unfortunately not so good. So I did managed to get back to work..once(will get to that in a bit) and I got my paycheck that was there and asked for my vacation pay. They agreed to give me it, and my the end of the day I had an extra check, for only $200 when I was hoping for the full amount which was $850. Also for some reason when it was calculated off "amount available" it had claimed that $200 was taken, and that $650 was available..but by the time it got to the total it had only said $550, which means another "$100" went missing.. or they made an error. I am not so sure as our main boss left by then and we were off work. So I went to the bank, and of course my account was frozen. Visa had froze my account and basically the teller claimed that any amount put into the account would not be there so she just cashed it instead. I did manage to get a good supple of food and other necessary things however I still do not have enough to pay off my phone.

And it is now Thursday, and ever since last Friday(first day back at work..) I have not been back. I fell into the same routine over the weekend and just had no desire to go back.
A big part of this was mainly because the whole weekend I literally slept. I would sleep for about 6 hours, be up like normal and then have an 8 hour nap in the middle of the day and be up at midnight. Now that vicious cycle has started again and I cannot sleep properly. As of right now I could have made it into work, but I am so physically tired I feel like I am going to fall over and pass out at any minute. Thing is, I slept maybe 3 hours last night, woke up and was unable to get back, despite my extreme tiredness. I feel as if my body is completely asleep, my eyes hurt but in yet my mind is 1000% awake and the thoughts will not stop racing. I was up crying at about 4am due to lack of sleep and racing thoughts about my ****** family not caring about me. Why I don't know, I shouldn't even care about them. Or my so called friends who never even message me.

So I sit here, another 4 days without pay..meaning another 1-2 day paycheck at most, that's if I make it tomorrow. And I still don't have enough to cover my phone. And I have had no contact with my work due to not having a phone. As well, some people at my work are "disgusted with my behaviour" calling me an "alcoholic who needs serious help" when I haven't even had a drink in 2 months. I have no idea what my boss is going to say and once again, I am afraid to go back. I am afraid that they will just think I am going there once in an odd blue moon to get money and take off, which is NOT the case. I have none to get there really, except the rest of my vacation pay that they don't want to give me(anyone have any idea why?) I have also been having some suicidal thoughts but nothing that actually made me go do anything to attempt. I wish I could talk to someone but I have no means of contacting anyone as of now, not to mention any money to pay for anything.. counseling here is outrageously expensive. I feel like a complete failure of a human being..like why did my mom want to have a child so bad. Such a silly move bringing me into this world.