I bleeping hate everything around me. So much bleeping stress. Unbelievable stress. Loud noise surrounds my worthless self. I hate my worthless life. Everything's going to be fine in the world. I just know it. but not for me of course. Mom needs the expected surgery. She has had back surgeries before and every single one of them has become infected with MRSA. She has nearly died both times. Her back is literally disintegrating. Everything goes for the worst. We are spending tens of thousands of dollars now for the house repairs. Nothing good to report. Yesterday was my worthless birthday. I know right now the Ukraine is bad, but as usual with the world it will go fine. In fact by tonight it will be resolved. Dow is going up. I know North Korea is hellish. Its sad there. Thank God I live in America. But as usual we are going down. Also the chimney on our house is about to fall off. No, I am not joking it is literal. That alone will cost a lot of money. Intel never recovers. In fact I have been saying for 14 years that it will never go to highs again. EVER. 14 years later its still in the same pathetic range. That is all.