I hurt today. Nothing in particular, just inner pain and sadness. So many painful moments and wounds, and so much I missed out on. I just wish I had a chance to be normal. But I never did. I wish I had real parents. But I didn't. I wish I had someone telling me I was worthwhile and valuable. But I didn't. I wish I had people I could go to for advice and help. But I don't. I am 22, and feel alone in this world, with no real roots or anything to anchor me down inside.