So I made a thread about how my therapist left the organization I am attending, and she started a private practice. So I called her a month ago to make an appointment, but she said her practice was not up and running yet and to call back in a couple of weeks, I asked her if I could have at least one more session and she said "absolutely" and we even discussed having one session a month or every two weeks and she said "absolutely"

I called her back today (after a month of waiting) to make an appointment and she said "i dont think that would be a viable option" and she said something about "soliciting" i cant quite remember. something about a solicitation... thingy i dont know. All I said was I wanted to schedule an appointment and she basically said no and didnt really give a reason why.

I called back about 5 mins later and she didnt pick up...? I wanted to know why she wouldn't take me back even though last month she said "absolutely" three different times.

WHAT DO I DO? I CANT LET THIS GO. I AM GOING CRAZY. SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME SOME INSIGHT ON THIS.

is there some sort of agreement that she made with the organization that she cant take me? what is it? my new therapist at the organization said i could have two therapists at once and even asked me if I was coming back and I said maybe.