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Old Feb 20, 2014, 09:18 PM
Anonymous50006
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Originally Posted by sophiesmom View Post
Why so down on yourself honey?
Email if you like.

You cannot teach unless you are somewhat proficient...and the more you do, the more you find what you particularly like.

Also, a good kiss just envelopes you in a fog of lust. It's usually how the journey begins..
I only get one shot…I waited nearly ten years to get kissed again by anyone and I have to immediately know what I'm doing.

And, I also have to ask…if this is how other peoples' journeys begin, then why is it how my journeys end?

And there's no fog of lust…maybe a fog of alcohol or desperation, but not lust.

Now, I'll just kiss whoever wants to kiss me…I'd go the rest of my life alone if I only kissed those I liked and if I were to ever kiss sober.

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Originally Posted by Webgoji View Post
Like Sophiesmom said, don't be hard on yourself. It's not something inherent like breathing. Also, don't worry about stereotypical roles either. It seems you keep stumbling on the wrong guys actually, it seems to have little to do with you. The right guy would be patient and help you along as well.

As Dori said, "Just keep swimming."
It's inherent to other people because they've had practice. Also, I'm always several years younger than my friends and more innocent because I was always focused on school/education and rarely even partied or anything. And apparently that was all a mistake. I have nothing to show for it…no career, no family really…I haven't even managed to put a band together even though it's been my dream for a decade and music is almost all I've studied for almost that long. So I've failed at everything I could possibly fail at over and over again.

And for the last quote, I must respond (jokingly…sort of) with the lifeguard fish from Spongebob: