I have a history of cutting and I definitely don't do it for attention. I do it to try and reilive anxiety. In the long run all im left with are scars left behind. It temporarily relieves my anxiety but I know it's bad for me. Instead I try and hold ice cubes in my hands and hold them till they melt. It actually works. If you seriously feel that you have bpd you should talk to yr pdoc. Having bpd sucks. It Zaps my energy and interrupts everything in my life. Like if my best friend who I talk to all the time doesn't answer my calls I assume she's mad at me. like maybe she's tired of all my woes? I know for a fact she loves me unconditionally but I constantly question things. I am a very reciprocal friend tho and I care deeply about my friends and how they are doing so it's not just all about me.

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