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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic
Yeah the problem for me is typically the visuals were so integrated into the image and it's like my thinking was impaired enough that I didn't even think to test things at all. Even if a visual broke all the rules some delusion would just come up that we were no longer in the real world but in the spirit world or the dream world. But yeah they remain in focus if I don't have my glasses on and weird stuff like that so I could totally id them if I had a rational thought process at the time. But I'm glad the phone will work for you...I also use the record feature on Evernote to figure out the auditory because sometimes the neighbors actually are loud you know.
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Yeah, sometimes I feel like, of course they're not going to show up on camera, they're not fully integrated into this dimension... Plus the camera thing doesn't work on panoramic visions because I can't even see the camera. And the demons move too quickly for me to catch them on film. But it helps with the people and the distortions.
I think I'm just having a good day. The last two times I went to the doctor, I couldn't really have a conversation because of bad thought blocking and thought withdrawal and stuff. But today I went and was able to say most of what I wanted to. I can actually read long pieces of text as well. But we'll see if it lasts.