I would care because that's an awesome username and avatar and I wouldn't see it again.

Seriously though, I understand, I had those words roaming through my brain earlier this week. I really am very alone here without my family, friends, missing my wife and kids. Sometimes I honestly do think everybody would get over it pretty quickly. I then remember that I could indeed have a great time ahead of me, it's just going to be a bit of work to get there and I think the pain will be worth it when I get there, it's just an unfortunate series of events. I have to get through that damn jungle of ********.

You say you're treated younger than you are... who are you referring to? If it's your family/parents I think that's just a sign of them really caring about you, perhaps being a little overprotective. I'd like to expand on that but don't want to assume what your words mean, so let me know?