I feel like total crap at the moment, my mum is making me go to a social group but I'm too tired, sad and I just don't want to go anywhere. I generally hate socializing, but right now, I hate it even more, especially when I'm forced to. I don't know anyone there except one and I am horrible at making new friends unless they're the ones to come talk to me, but either way, I'd rather stay in the company of my solitude.