I am left here cleaning up the mess you made. I woke up at 3 with nightmares about you, having had to drink myself to sleep 4 hours earlier to ward off memories of you. I will go to work and feel like the odd one out and come home to my wreck of a marriage where I am called all the things you made me think i am.
Wonderful to see all the greatness in your lives. So happy that you are all well and playing happy family without me.
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