So today I have an appointment to see my new pdoc (meds doctor).

This is my fourth doctor
- the 1st kinda dumped me after he had me locked up and there was a broken trust issue
- the 2nd moved 100 miles away
- the 3rd was only a physicians assistant - which I viewed as unqualified

So now I have to start all over (again). STRESS

Add to that I have been having a ton of anxiety (panic attacks), suicidal ideation (?sp) and my head kinda feels like I am going to snap (just go into a fetal position and rock back and forth for the next 30 years)....

how the hell am I supposed to answer the "do you need to be inpatient" question?

- side note - my youngest daughter has her last basketball game late tonight and we have company coming to stay with us for the next 10 days tomorrow...........

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRG