Good luck with the new pdoc. I know how starting over with a new one can be stressful.

In terms of inpatient, do you have a fear of actually ACTING on your suicidal ideation? If so, I'd go inpatient. If not, keep up with therapy and hope that the new pdoc has a successful med combination for you. That's kind of the point where I'm at.

Also, sounds like having company for 10 days would be stressful too. Hope all goes well on that front.