Person, is there a way that you can hang on till she gets back in country and then just sort of have a really honest conversation with her about where you should go from here?

Could you ask her if she feels that the therapeutic relationship can be mended and if not if she can suggest someone else to see?

I agree with others that it might be helpful to talk to your ex-psychiatrist to get some suggestions. He will probably tell you that you need to be honest with her, but at least you could sort of bounce things off of him.

Good luck to you on this. I hope you will choose to hang on and not let this cause you to hurt yourself.