I have never liked being touched... I honestly don't enjoy sex much it makes me very anxious, I think because I have difficulty feeling connected and intimate with people. I can be intimate one minute, and the next minute I feel invisible.

My family was never one to hug or kiss often. I'm not cuddly. I feel strange cuddling with people and like my personal space.

I think the intimacy issues are related to some bpd traits, like the fear of being abandoned after you become intimate. I have always felt that after I confide in people, they leave me. That's just my experience and I think it's caused some issues.

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