I have not been doing good. I am so exhuasted and tired. My tooth is just one thing. The people are coming to clean the yard. We are getting a new fridge. My step-mom texts me I have to come get all my dad's stuff. I have to make an appointment to see the lawyer about the will. Work is so busy we're booked until the end of March and all the patients keep telling me off because everyone thinks they are the only patient in the world. The house is a total mess. I just feel like I'm the center of chaos and everyone is looking at me to fix it and make everything clean and pretty and work right and nice and functional and I'm just not able to do it. I am falling apart. My routine is like blown away in the wind and I can't do it.