I've been having memories of my Dad pop up the last couple of months, like you I've trying to figure out why.... I think time of year... no... my son moving out... no...his birthday/death no...

For me I really think I am at 51 ready finally to deal with it... I can't for the life of me figure out why now but there it is....

Maybe that is the case for you? Maybe not.... I do know it has triggered the wore depression I've had in years...

Take care,
freewill