*****hugs*****
Im so sorry. wish there was something I could do. I know how you feel, its so hard to take those little steps that you cant even explain it. Just know that your not alone. I know it hurts, and I'm here to help. If it makes u feel better, I didnt get much sleep lastnight myself.
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Turn to me and have mercy on me, because I am lonely and hurting.
My troubles have grown larger; free me from my problems- Psalm 25:16-17