don't worry about it.... I tend not to censor myself, as that would only make me feel even worse. I hadn't even realized I had been censored in my first post...

you may be right that my T started imagining what happenned to me... during the second session she tried to make the talk about the **** part again, but I didn't. She hadn't realized that I wasn't talking about the same night as the previous session, and that didn't happen on this occasion. Si I guess she thought I was leaving it out, while I was talking about a totally different, but yet very similar event... But I only realized that after the session, so I didn't tell her...

I've been thinking so much about all this lately that i think it's time to do some more trauma work. Even if we keep it a bit lighter until I move out... because not talking about it isn't helping me at all at the moment. I can't sleep, when I do I have nightmares, today I've spent my day in bed trying to keep busy so I wouldn't binge eat, and I have to force myself to stay in tonight so I don't get wasted... nope, the not talking is not working!