almeda24fan,

what you are experiencing is transference and there is a lot of information here and on other sites about that. one site I like in particular is www.guidetopsychology.com.

your attachment is very natural and most of us experience it; you aren't alone with that. it's perfectly ok to have happening and many believe it is a necessary part of therapy.

grrr. cancelled sessions do make us think dark thoughts. i hope you'll tell him how you felt when he had to cancel so you two can talk about it.

i'm glad you have an awesome T who's helpful to you!

thanks so much for your post.

P.S. Is Tony still on 24?
(I can't watch anymore: it is too intense and anxiety-provoking. But I was a big fan for several years!)

xoxoxoxo Echoes