So yesterday my landlord stops by and drops off a letter for my girlfriend and me. Seems innocent enough im not too worried about it. Then my oldest step daughter asks if she can read it and so i say yes and she reads it out loud. To make a long story short it says she is looking to sell the house and if we arnt intrested in it she will be trying to sell it very soon. And that people(strangers) will be stopping by to do housework(painting and stuff like that) and other people who are intrested in buying the house. This means that i will have to move in the next month or so(something we cant afford,we can barely pay rent) and complete strangers will be walking in my house(im a slob and my house is a mess). This has me on the verge of a complete panic attack for the last 24 hours or so. I feel like there is no escape and that my life is messed up with no chance of possibly becoming even ok again. Medication or not i cant handle this and my girlfriend isnt around to help me this week(she had training about an hour and a half away) and i dont know what to do. In the past she helps me calm down and comes up with ideas of what to do. I thought medication would dull these huge stresses into little ones but instead it appears to make the little ones non existant and doesnt touch the big stresses. To top it off now i can feel like an even bigger loser for not working and hiding inside because we could afford to move if i wasnt such a huge drain on us. Ill end with my favorite quote "Life sucks and then you just keep on living,day after day after day".