I know exactly how you feel! I am constantly worried something bad will happen to my loved ones. I hate it when people try and say they understand what I go thru when they don't have my diagnosis. I have in insurmountable unrealistic fears that are very real to me. I can relate to you very much. I wish I could stop thinking in black and white but I don't know how else to think. I even fear my parents dying and they were/are very abusive to me. Then I think that when they die I will truely have peace of mind knowing they can't hurt me anymore. I hope I've helped you. You are not alone in yr thoughts about yr life. These feelings are very real. Hugs and prayers to you.

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