I've been in treatment for my tendon for the last few months. Tore a tendon and then tendonitis. I've been doing PT 2 times a week in hope that surgery won't happen. and today there's like no pain what so ever, but then again I also like feeling pain (part of si)
Yes part of this is depression but I also hate telling people about it, especially instructors.
I have been increasing in physical activity, and trying to stay up to date on my homework. But for the first time in a couple of months the sui thoughts are back....I'll see my T on Tuesday and have group on Monday for MRT. I have a few people to call, and things to do, as long as I force myself to do them and just stay busy. It's a plan in place, and that's all I can do, I just hope that I can find the strength to get through all this.
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