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Feb 21, 2014, 07:01 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2013
Location: here
Posts: 794
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There need to be more people who are sensitive and intuitive going into these profession-
I truly missed my calling. I was disillusioned then, and I’m disillusioned again.
I got me psych degree and the left it all behind, thinking I would be too burdened by my patients problems, because I am just that ****ing sensitive- but now if I want to go back, it’ll take forever and a day and I don’t have the money to pay the bill anyway. (education is a rip off, but that’s another story for another day).
I went to my psychiatrist today to check in- I’m sure I was notable in a subdued mood- I said as much, how I’m not in the best mood- stressed out by life in general and stressed about all the stuff my bf’s going thru, and I wish I could’ve seen him this week- I miss him so much- but seriously, she had no intuitive feelings that I was holding anything back. Which I am. I always am. For all you know, I could be a danger to myself and others and she would have no ****ing clue. I mean I’m not, I’m just fed up with life right now, wishing things/hoping things could be better for my baby and me. . . . Oh yeah, and peace in the middle east and everywhere- no more greed, materialism and warfare worldwide would be nice too. J 
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