Perfectionist, are you? Gotta be the best?
In two years the cum laude will have lost meaning. You graduated near the top of your class, but that won't matter--what have you done since then?
School's over, now you're going out in the workaday world. What your grades were lose meaning pretty much once you land that first job, then what maters is how well you do your job.
Keep up with what you need to produce from day to day. When you see an opening you want, then you can push harder to advance further.
Making the transition from school to work can be difficult, and from what I've seem the perfectionists have a hard time because getting the answer right isn't necessarily what it's all about in the office.
Find a mentor if you can. Worth their weight in gold. Best wishes for an exciting life!
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