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Feb 21, 2014, 07:13 PM
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Grand Poohbah
Community Liaison
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Member Since: Jan 2011
Location: Surrey, SE London, UK
Posts: 1,628
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Oh yes, how I absolutely agree about feeling disgusted with yourself, that and guilty. Whilst I hide away under the duvet as much as possible, my poor 79 year old dad is keeping the house clean and tidy. What kind of a lazy fat cow am I to allow this? This depression has been almost solid for around 5 months, I'm now isolating as much as possible. It's so soul destroying to have a Psych Dr who refuses to treat the depression saying that antidepressants don't work .................. oh really, wonder why they are made then? Basically I'm stuck with a depression which won't shift (a consequence of BPD) I don't see the point of my life at all, it's a waste of time. I'm disgusted also by the amount of weight gained since mood stabilising meds commenced, although I certainly need them. As I said, I'm not only disgusted, I'm full of guilt. X 
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