Well, I managed to climb out of it, and now I'm feeling pretty alright. If I can just sustain this . . . like for a week . . . then I would feel like I got a chance. Went to my S/O's and helped him with some things he needed done. That seemed to snap me back to being okay. I am grateful for the support and hearing from others who go through this kind of thing. It's impossible to explain this to someone who hasn't experienced it.