One step at a time seems almost impossible. I found out that the information that I was presented with for insurance was a bit wrong.... stupid deductibles. and then there's the list of things that I need to do... and just can't seem to find the will to get it done. It seems like everything is put upon me and I just can't handle it....... not to mention the medical expenses for my hand, for my mind and not being able to work. Then add the sui thoughts that are coming strongly tonight.
I need to study but just finding no will to do that.... partly since it seems like my world is just going crazy.