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Originally Posted by blackwhitered
I'm 18 for future reference. Which many still consider a child, but whatever.
TMI WARNING:
I'm not a particularly sexual person, though. I've tried things but it doesn't do anything special for me.
I'm actually kind of afraid that my hallucinations will go in that direction. When I was 11-14 I used to see ghosts and thought that was normal. There was a male one who would show up when I was in the bathroom, especially showering. The last time I saw him, I was in the shower and opened my eyes and he rushed me, horror-movie style. Then just disappeared.
I've heard of people having tactile hallucinations of being raped and I really don't want that (obviously).
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I actually had that without ever having sex before so it's like my body just filled in the blanks but then if I can have a fake heart attack why not that too? So I had PCOS till I was 25 so I rarely had a period and thus no masturbation till 25 when all my hormones kicked in...then it was intuitive and fun but hasn't been normal since the psychosis...thought it was the meds but it still sucks now. oh guess I should have put a TMI warning too...oh well
