wow. I thought I went through a lot when it came to tactile. it is no.1 for me. I have had burning, freezing, warping, stabbing, pressure. a huge chunk of them have been sexual. I can feel nearly full on body in bed with me, legs torso and other parts. I can feel breath blown on my neck and in my face. I can feel hands go over me. they are almost always delicate. it is the most amazing tactile experience I have ever had in my life. it seemed inhuman and impossible to ever feel so perfect, where every cell in your body vibrated and danced in unison. there are emotional "hallucinations" although it is more real than life, where I felt the epitome of love. a feeling so strong, everything in existence fled from me. I saw a vision of silk waves of purple undulate across my view.
visual hallucinations are bright dots of light of varying sizes and movement. I have seen shadows whips around the room and slink off when I turn to see them.
auditory has morphed lately. I have a female voice and a male voice.....the male is recent and has a booming voice but it isn't always intelligible....muffled a bit. in fact it was getting irritated with me the other day and it banged on the walls and they actually moved as if someone had hit them.
my speakers at the computer go nuts and make all kinds of static noise and if I listen closely I can hear them. the lights will flicker in my ceiling and I will hear an electric voice speak......as well as the fridge. I hear the male voice now hum to my piano music. someone pacing on the roof above my bedroom only.
smelled rotten fish, and other unpleasant odors but taste has been very seldom once or twice.....tasting a food I know I did not eat.....nuttin special.
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