Sorry to hear about your friend. We each grieve in our own way. Don't be too hard on yourself because you cannot cry. Grief is not measured in tears but in our hearts. Take care of yourself doing this time of grief.
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"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha