I believe in the unconscious and semi-conscious and that that can cut both ways. Yes, I have learned to trust "Myself", that I will take care of myself but there is the Loki portion of me too the part that says, "Oh, yeah?" when I declare I am going to do something. . . I guess I am learning that failure and self sabotage is not necessarily a negative thing though, tripping before you get to the edge of the cliff you have declared you are going to fly from when you have forgotten your glider, that sort of thing.